"Why sometimes I've believed many as six impossible things before breakfast." - Alice's Adventures Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
I'm going to try this again. I decided that embracing the darkness so much was not promoting the goodness that I truly want to leave behind. I spent a lot of time trying to change and grow, but also embracing the bad parts of me because you can't have light without dark, but in the end, it was a promotion and idolization of all that is evil. there was no balance. no happy medium. thankfully, we are always allowed to change. at any point in our life, we get to say, this is not the story that i want to tell.
The story that i want to tell is one that can be present in the light. I want to be able to say this is who i am. a work in progress? Yes. Explosive? Never intentionally.
Here's to being in the light.
